by Olivia Bates
no man is an island
but a woman might be
i stand alone at midnight
my skin like the moon
glowing from someone else’s light.
i do nothing
but fall in love
the dog insists on
joining me for a swim.
no new islands allowed.
i get out
halfway to somewhere
not winning, defnitely
i arrive with a dowry
of debt
everything looks better
at a distance,
not You
me
don’t ask
why You leave
it’s obvious
like my favorite pair of earrings
gold hoops, small chains,
we are too heavy to wear
You,
leaving me behind,
make early onset nostalgia something i have
a case of remembering
i would be blessed,
permission to forget,
freed from knowing all of You
i’ve lost on every count –
i’m not shaped for holding
there are snakes
in the grass between
You and me